Out of it. Save me.

I don't know; how i got to this position. I'm emotional; i've lost my best friends. I've lost who i am in the process. Where do i go from here. I given so much of me; and i've realized that i have nothing left.. the people i love remind me of who i am, but i cant do it anymore. It seems like everything i do isn't okay. Im making wrong decisions left and right. I need to fall back. Who i am isn't cutting it. I've been lying to myself and i've figured it out. I cant even put my feelings out on this fucking blog. I'm so tired I'm confused. I don't know where to begin; how to bring myself back up. Maybe its all just me maybe there is something wrong with me; maybe i'm just a bad person and i don't know what's good n what isn't. i'm the one thats doing to all wrong. I feel like i'm worthless that no matter what i day i'm going to stay insignificant. I feel like the impact i wanted to make..i couldn't make. I didn't make. My self esteem is way passed low. Its over.