So i guess i should start out by saying that i love my friends to death.
I'm not a fake person and honestly i try my best not to lie.
But i do have the hardest time being open. Ive noticed that its not fair to them that i know them so well but when it came to me; Its kinda like im holding back.
I dont want to do it i do subconciously...Well this guy im dating who happens to be one of my bestfriends in thie whole group we hang out with, decided with me that we would be as open as possible with each other. With just him its so hard. So hear i am trying my hardest to be open. But since blogging is about your life well my life. I guess i should talk about the people around me so you have a better understanding of who i am.
Ill start off with my familia;
Je mama et papa est haitian et francais_canadian.
Me and my brother marlonn were born in the states.
He's 22 and me 18.
My grandmother lives with us. She interesting..
Shetends to grow on people..but yeah shes my mothers mom.
My dad doesnt live with us; he lives in texas.
Not because my parents are divorced but because he couldnt find a job here.. with all these economy problems. But they almost did. Lets just say my dads n ass; they were on the verge of divorcing until he decided he was "christian" fuckin' lame. I dont believe him.
My mom does and here she is pushing everyone to texas..for his stupid ass.
Lately ive been feeling like maybe i shoulld go willingly...ugh long storryy.
But when it comes down to it its going to be hard. Ive lived here for 18 years of my life. My friends are all i havee plus my family. Idk its hard. but thats where i am with them, well ; right now anywaay.
My bestfruends are very important to me. They get me through the impossibles..
so theyre's paloma; shes the main go to person. Ive known her the longest. Weve gone through so much with each from school to friends.. we go through them like no other haha. Were there for each think and thin; we both have most of the same close friends but if need be if something went wrong with one of us honestly we would drop all of them; Our motto is "as long as we have each other; every oneelse can stop breathing." Harsh? true but weve been through shit i promise.
Then Mikaela; who is also my cousin.
Ive only been close to her for these past three years bu ill tell you right now; every bone in my body had got love for this girl; shes my other half in all seriousness theyres noone else i can be so myself with; even though she 3 years younger then me noone else can click as well as me n her. Shes the funniest girl ive ever met in my life; and she can change and bad mood that id ever had. Just her being her.
Okay there is dj but i say deej; he is amazing my white nigg. haha i love him; and i think i do becuase hes my getaway person becuase not that im not close to him but when im with him or am talking to him its like i forget about all my problems.because hes not in the midst of them. hes his own person and i love that; noone will ever cchange deej; And hes always like around..he never misses my texts very rarely ever. i love that haha. newho deej is far away to not be in my drama and close enough tto know it.lol. thats why hes way up there lol.
Ive got
Ryan
Warren(him)
Regina
davisha
The Un speakable.(ex-treavor)
& then theres the random guys; youll get to know each of them as i go on..
In the mean time i'm pretty tired so i'm gonna lay the end here.
love not war :]
Sasha
btw; listening too "Brand New" remix by drake n lil wayne.
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